Light beams through. windows stream into. my eyes explodes. like red balloons. as it reminds me of you. so long ago. wind blows through. a hole in the roof. brings your perfume like lillies to me. and all I can do. is remember you. When was the last time. I held you all through the night. feels like a zillion years. and I don't wanna wait more. to find you is to lose you. what is that for? tell me. Never a worry would run through my heart like a knife. tomorrow is much too late. I need you now. be my light. tomorrow is much to late. I need you now. degrating &dirty;
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true, it may seem like a stretch... [11 Apr 2004|12:12am]
[ music | postal service ]

today I wanted to go to the mall with clair, BUT her family's a bust.
then ben came over, all the way from santa ana, and hung out with me.
we ate taco bell & i video-taped him skating.
he fell and hurt himself, then we played with his air-soft gun.
it hurts, really bad.
and he punched me in the face, and my lip bled.
I gave him a welt on his back (2 actually).
we wanted to hang out with erica, but she wasnt home.
ben left, and erik got home from work.
erik, adrian, sova, & george & i went to santa fe cafe.
did nothing. came home & slept.
I am here Now. Bored. ALONE. b3lrlehdkfs

( he punched me, and I bought him lunch. )

I want to take you far from the cynics of this town,
and kiss you on the mouth.

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YOU ARE MY SECOND HAND SMOKE. [09 Apr 2004|05:02pm]
[ music | brand new ]

do you know how hard it is to catch up with everyones very interesting Lj lives after being gone for six days? hahaha. ♥
well I went to lake elsinore with erik and my parents, but they had to drive back the forty-five minutes every day to go to work. so me and erik were left with nothing to do &no one to hang out with. we didnt really do much, not hot enough to go swimming, and not cold enough to hibernate. we watched movies, like zoolander. and played so many board games its not even funny. I had forgotten how bad I am at losing. it puts me in such a bad mood. i guess im to competitive and that sucks in games of luck. I missed being home, and it was so good when we drove back up to my house. I felt so relieved to be home. we went to the mall, cause I finally got money but left after ten minutes. no wonder I never go to the mall anymore. tonights my cousin allie's 18th birthday. I wish i was out of school. sophomoritis is the worst. not even half-way done yet. I'm applying at a job for old navy, and then hopefully getting upgraded to gap or banana republic. and thats just intil I get my esthician liscence and i can sell mac makeup to all the beautiful people. I hope everyone had a great spring break because I think we all needed this VERY SHORT BREAK.
( AT LEAST PRETEND YOU DIDNT WANT TO GET CAUGHT. )

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the conversation [03 Apr 2004|08:42am]
[ music | yeah yeah yeahs ]

well yesterday I dyed my hair back to brown.

well yesterday I hung out with one of my best friends, ash.

well yesterday I saw my boyfriend, erik.

well yesterday I went to plush and saw the conversation.

well yesterday I talked to this girl Jenny whos just as obsessed with mac makeup as me.

well yesterday I took some pictures:

( CHOW CHOW CHOW. )

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dream-maker [01 Apr 2004|09:40pm]
[ music | cursive ]

spring break should come sooner.
one more day, for crying out loud.
gas was only $1 at arco today. full tank = $10
for everyone who didnt see THE FLUX, you missed out on rene &zachs first performance.

( for all of you who didnt fill it out. )

( today at random. )

nat♥

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OMG THE OC!!! [31 Mar 2004|04:06pm]
[ music | ELEFANT ]

I _______ nathalie.
She is ________.
If I were alone in a room with her, I would ___________.
I think nathalie should ________.
I want to ______ her.
Someday nathalie will ___________.
nathalie reminds me of __________.
Memories of her are _________.
nathalie can be ________.
__________ is how I describe meeting her.
The worst thing about her is _________.
The best thing about her is _________.
I am ________ with nathalie!
(fill it out...please)

I cut my hair off. its off. all the way off. its really short.
really really short.
EVERYONE SHOULD GO SEE ZACH LEWIS &RENE MORENO AS:THE FLUX, TONIGHT.
PLUMMER AUDITORIUM. 7:00 PM.
$6-

countdown till spring break: 2 days.

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